sick of studying Economics

WHy is economic so hard for me to interpret and understand..shit man!
I am doing 90 question of MCQ ...luckly got answer><     hehe!!
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Another thing was i am thinking of you every times i saw your post again. but i ask myself, how much do i like her, how much feeling i have towards her...??Those question sounds i still very vague about it..\Do i look like a turtle that always hide in the shell and cannot confess properly..i am useless..haihzzz
I hope i will have the braveness to talk everything to you and don just like a stupid idiot guy that no GUT!! haha..zzzzzznonsense useless thinking..action is better than words 1000xtimes..=)

Regret , Once fail only know the pain T.T

Today, don't no why talk something weird to you, maybe what i said i meant it.. i will change, cannot be failure again i wan be the one who can help you with when you have doubt...and i hope you also make yourself freedom as do not think back whats was happened before too...

From that day i know i fail until now, already 3days....i think and think twice for a moment before i sleep, what makes me fail...@@, playful, lazy, act smart , talk rubbish, gaming...etc. FTW~~

Because of this attitude , i made myself no mood, made parents worried, made my time wasted, made money flew away...silly guy < wilson Hangsk>, you not suppose to do this!

When things come, i always have a good excuse and just say sorry i am tired and Lazy...i am really bullshit..o0o myself...I WANT TO CHANGE! .I WANT TO CHANGE!.I WANT TO CHANGE!.I WANT TO CHANGE!````Hard work pay off in the future, Laziness pays off NOW!

Today 709-2011, also as a democracy day that so call " Bersih 2.0" gathering to protest at KL streets...what a big event made all the police in Malaysia busying road block and stop the gathering...LMAO~FB also alot video post on this event but lucky did not affect me and whatsoever....i am only know when i saw your post at FB i 'll think of you again~~ =(

Random feeling towards some friends and you

My buddy i know u got alot  of experiences in outside world, but don't too overextend your words and mine your languages.

I know something it was a joke, but will get someone misunderstand.

I am so sorry that day playing basketball i out of control release my anger on you...

I hope we are the friends that no conflict at all and practices facework..

Next was another stupid feeling about you~~I am only the one who know keep quiet and couldn't do anythings about it..F*** myself that don get brave enough to move a 1st step...XD

Always have a excuse of saying cannot be, impossible, never happen,will fail..and i staring at  my shirt " Just 1 thing FUCK YOU"( too myself)  So miserable...

I am really noob in Management ( life,love,money,study)..indeed!!

How i suppose to make myself have more interesting topic to let you get better and happy...?

How i suppose to manage my time properly that do not over spend in useless things...??

How i suppose to be a responsibility guy that can keep things easy?

But,I only know one thing , WHY my heart beating so fast when see you have problems?
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 I can advise myself with this~~~

 " Don't put too much hope on something that might not happen".

Oh, tonight I'm feeling fine
I'm alone, just wasting time
No Friday movie nights
Or romantic candle lights

I'm just having conversations
With the thoughts in my head
All I hear are angels crying
Oh, won't they just sing instead
It would be wrong for me to say

I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
Or hold her when she cries

I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her that
I love her more than life
More than life, Yeah
Love her more than life
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Honestly, this won't do
How is she doing?
I tell myself I'm feeling swell
But I know I'm such a fool

I could take it as a new beginning
But you know I don't feel that way
Who will take all this pain away?
I know it's wrong for me to say
I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
Or hold her when she cries

I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her that
I love her more than life
More than life, Yeah
Love her more than life
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Talk about a sin
Was the day I walked into the other side
I would run back in
I wouldn't waste no time
I know it's wrong for me to say

I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
Or hold her when she cries

I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her that
I love her more than life
More than life, Yeah
Love her more than life
Yeah, yeah, yeah


Repeat and repeat... i Feel the songs saying the truth in my heart..... Please, don fall for you..OH, my GOD...!

够力啦！！ Final exam, only proceed 20%..=(, still left 6 days...

 Marketing , Management, CIB, Finance...haha.. Which one start first neh?
I decide MKT first, Management, Then 1 day for Finance, 3 days CIB...lolx..just nice 6 days..

Hmmm,....this semester seem no one stay back as wad we did previous semester...
my self plan final exam timetable is out
...but like cant follow exact time to proceed...XD dam retard...


My fellows Metropolitan college Friends..jia you, gambateh, ADD OIL...^^

GOOD  LUCK~~~Study week...


我也希望可以学会如何面对感情路线。。爱真的须要勇气 ，不只是要了解你或明白你就足够，胆诚， 也是能让双方更相信彼此。。。
千言万语， 我只想对你说~~~

Super high night while waiting a Final match within MU vs Barce..

Well, unexpected plan with my buddies to order Domino pizza and open a bottle of Chivas.Great!!
while eating, cho Dai Dee is the best choice for playing. We set a rule, who have the most card drinks!! XD..
Should i say i am the unlucky one? or is just too SUAY~~10 game only win once...drink till siao, got 1 match dare my buddies who lose drink 1 short~~and i lost =.=..but lucky i pour abit by abit..wont drunk =)
Happy Time pass so fast..and going to start soon the match. i fly to AC, full of people at only  WTF~ The atmosphere like Happy new year countdown day~~




I watch till the end.Guess who will who? ah ha!! 3-1....MU lose to Barce, only can thumb up for Barce performance..well done.

Enjoy is good, but also must bear in mind for study..cheer!! HSK..plans now is starting to get back on track for STudy!! Hooray!! always say to myself, hardworks pays off future, laziness pays off NOW!

大家好吗？ ^^ Home alone Saturday..( Lets get Party)

Today, awake at 11am..lolx , breakfast Maggie..watch TVB series..
Haha..i so guai zai today too ~~ all not at home, me wash cloths plus hang out all cloths that washes.***
But...after finish hanging all cloths...-.-'' 1 pm started rain heavily. and collect back all hard work..=(
Now..planning outing with my fellows basketball friends , sport is wad i can do to make me feel do not think something that i am  suffering...


David choi song .."By my side" accompany me so can cover the heavy tears drop rain..lolx