Random feeling towards some friends and you

My buddy i know u got alot  of experiences in outside world, but don't too overextend your words and mine your languages.

I know something it was a joke, but will get someone misunderstand.

I am so sorry that day playing basketball i out of control release my anger on you...

I hope we are the friends that no conflict at all and practices facework..

Next was another stupid feeling about you~~I am only the one who know keep quiet and couldn't do anythings about it..F*** myself that don get brave enough to move a 1st step...XD

Always have a excuse of saying cannot be, impossible, never happen,will fail..and i staring at  my shirt " Just 1 thing FUCK YOU"( too myself)  So miserable...

I am really noob in Management ( life,love,money,study)..indeed!!

How i suppose to make myself have more interesting topic to let you get better and happy...?

How i suppose to manage my time properly that do not over spend in useless things...??

How i suppose to be a responsibility guy that can keep things easy?

But,I only know one thing , WHY my heart beating so fast when see you have problems?
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 I can advise myself with this~~~

 " Don't put too much hope on something that might not happen".

Oh, tonight I'm feeling fine
I'm alone, just wasting time
No Friday movie nights
Or romantic candle lights

I'm just having conversations
With the thoughts in my head
All I hear are angels crying
Oh, won't they just sing instead
It would be wrong for me to say

I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
Or hold her when she cries

I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her that
I love her more than life
More than life, Yeah
Love her more than life
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Honestly, this won't do
How is she doing?
I tell myself I'm feeling swell
But I know I'm such a fool

I could take it as a new beginning
But you know I don't feel that way
Who will take all this pain away?
I know it's wrong for me to say
I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
Or hold her when she cries

I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her that
I love her more than life
More than life, Yeah
Love her more than life
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Talk about a sin
Was the day I walked into the other side
I would run back in
I wouldn't waste no time
I know it's wrong for me to say

I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
Or hold her when she cries

I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her that
I love her more than life
More than life, Yeah
Love her more than life
Yeah, yeah, yeah


Repeat and repeat... i Feel the songs saying the truth in my heart..... Please, don fall for you..OH, my GOD...!